I have 2 1/2 chapters left to edit and then we move on to design..So exciting but I have to admit re-reading and editing some of these chapters has stirred up a lot of emotion and anger..When it gets to be too much I switch to working on something else for awhile or play pogo..I am so addicted to Scrabble Blast!!  I did something a little crazy again today; I applied to be on Deal or no Deal, now I’m panicked..what if I get picked?
It is March and I am always emotional in March because I know April is next and that is the month Dave was killed..it does not get any easier..This year will be 11 years..that blows my mind…will it ever get easier?